Incarnations of Ourselves AND the Throwing Up Rainbows Recovery Guide By Z Zoccolante How do we mark incarnations of ourselves? Trees hold time with their rings. Oceans rise and fall, the skies swivel different season of stars. We all have scars, seen or unseen, that mark how we’ve traversed through the world. Things we’ve collected. Memories of things we’ve let go. Some of us have childhood friends, the ones who linger,...
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The Beauty of the ChaosBy Z Zoccolante He leans closer to me, his eyes a shade of ocean blue as the music blares and laughter pulses through the room, as he says it’s like being through a war. I smile as round me people open more beers to litter the table and in the kitchen two feet away a pretend boy band sways with the broom crooning to the beat. The ways in which we, as humans, bond through tough circumstances even if here of our...
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Contrast Shows Us What We LoveBy Z Zoccolante Once upon a time I repeated the mantra – This is temporary. Everything is temporary. Nothing lasts forever. My brother calls this the happy sadness, how even the best feelings in life pass with the wind, leaving us back in the present moment and whatever that brings. Contrast is a part of life and it shows us what we value. It helps us fine tune the things that we desire moving...
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Your Integrity is Showing By Z Zoccolante In one of my favorite TV shows, the Simpsons, Bart stands on the diving board of his backyard pool attempting to show off to his friends. The bully, Nelson, yells up to him, “Hey your epidermis is showing,” and Bart croons his head in panic to look over his body and ends up falling and breaking his arm. I think about this quote as I think, “Your integrity is showing.” Recently I’ve been...
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I’m Going on an AdventureBy Z Zoccolante I’m going on an adventure and I’m going to bring . . . a cup of coffee. Do you remember that game? I remember playing it in summer fun where we’d go round the circle trying to figure out the secret code so you could go on the adventure. So, if were the first person to start I choose the code – let’s say every item had to be something you’d find in a kitchen, or started with...
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The Precarious Business of Trusting GodBy Z Zoccolante Once upon a time I prayed to God. It wasn’t just a simple prayer, it was crawling to the closet to sob for an hour and to war for something to return to my life. I prayed and cried and wared like this for about four months with nothing to give me hope except my sheer force of will. And God said no. Not to my face exactly but he didn’t give me back what I prayed for in...
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